alahai.
rindunya ya amattts *lap air mata dengan lengan baju*
i was told if you celebrated eidul fitri there, you wouldnt want to celebrate it anywhere else in the world.
*lap air mata lagi*
dont let me get too sad this challenging month. sobs.
the first time i was there, i was at my high level of knowledge about tanah haram. solat sunat pun tak tahu, apetahhh lagi yang dilapisan tegar.
tapi alhamdulillah pergi dengan old timers, memang terjaga la kan.
these i want to remember:
1. i remembered feeling very the sedih, sobbing, rocking myself cool for a comfort sebab the moon came. yes people. if i can place the grieving fenfeeling at par with meroyan sebab laki minta cerai, yes, it almost broke my spirit. sedih dowh. sangat. nangis kat bilik sorang2. dah la tak boleh merayau suka2 hati buat mcm negeri sendiri. but i determined. i went down before asar prayer, lepak dekat toilet while they performed asar (apparently toilet is tempat lepak perempuan datang bulan hewhew), lepastu terus cabut pergi tanah haram sebelah sana sebab nak jalan2 cari aiskerim. every single day sampai la habis bulan and performed tawaf wida'.
sedih sedih.
2. dah la sedih, ada pulak fenfeeling mcm orang suci supaya Allah kasi period tu habis dalam sehari. tak silap 4days before balik Malaysia kot dapat bulan. hihi.
fyi, period is not a bad thing when you are in tanah haram. embrace the gift (which we are happily embracing it back in Malaysia kannnnns :) and make full use with the spare time seperti lepak depan MasjidilHaram, no no bukan sebab nak dapat wireless nak update status dekat FB tapi untuk berzikir dan munajat semua.
3. setiap hari without fail, i will detour from walking under the trees lining up towards MasjidilHaram sebab banyak la ya amat burung merpati yang berak2. banyak sangattt serius. on one fine day before nak Miqat dekat HUdaibiyah (kot), mak saya tegur apa yang dekat telekung saya ni. yes brothers and sisters, tahik burung -__-'
4. masa dekat MasjidilHaram, toilet perempuan is very the jauh kat luar dan kalau stuck lepas solat, imagine you have to cross the sea of muslims (alhamdulillah ramai orang muslim). ada doa okey utk tahan segala nature2 calling hihi. cute.
5. masa nak kuar toilet, ada la pak guard ni. jauh daripada saya dan saya siap fikir lagi tak mungkin la kot pakcik ni boleh tersentuh ke apa sebab jauh ya amat. sekali tu ramai sangat la perempuan nak kuar tandas berhimpit2 kan, sekali tersampai depan pakcik tu siap cakap dalam hati, haa tak kena tak kena *pom pom*
sekali dah ada belakang dia, dia pi kuakkan tangan dia sebesar mungkin dan panggggg.
rindunya ya amattts *lap air mata dengan lengan baju*
i was told if you celebrated eidul fitri there, you wouldnt want to celebrate it anywhere else in the world.
*lap air mata lagi*
dont let me get too sad this challenging month. sobs.
the first time i was there, i was at my high level of knowledge about tanah haram. solat sunat pun tak tahu, apetahhh lagi yang dilapisan tegar.
tapi alhamdulillah pergi dengan old timers, memang terjaga la kan.
these i want to remember:
1. i remembered feeling very the sedih, sobbing, rocking myself cool for a comfort sebab the moon came. yes people. if i can place the grieving fenfeeling at par with meroyan sebab laki minta cerai, yes, it almost broke my spirit. sedih dowh. sangat. nangis kat bilik sorang2. dah la tak boleh merayau suka2 hati buat mcm negeri sendiri. but i determined. i went down before asar prayer, lepak dekat toilet while they performed asar (apparently toilet is tempat lepak perempuan datang bulan hewhew), lepastu terus cabut pergi tanah haram sebelah sana sebab nak jalan2 cari aiskerim. every single day sampai la habis bulan and performed tawaf wida'.
sedih sedih.
2. dah la sedih, ada pulak fenfeeling mcm orang suci supaya Allah kasi period tu habis dalam sehari. tak silap 4days before balik Malaysia kot dapat bulan. hihi.
fyi, period is not a bad thing when you are in tanah haram. embrace the gift (which we are happily embracing it back in Malaysia kannnnns :) and make full use with the spare time seperti lepak depan MasjidilHaram, no no bukan sebab nak dapat wireless nak update status dekat FB tapi untuk berzikir dan munajat semua.
3. setiap hari without fail, i will detour from walking under the trees lining up towards MasjidilHaram sebab banyak la ya amat burung merpati yang berak2. banyak sangattt serius. on one fine day before nak Miqat dekat HUdaibiyah (kot), mak saya tegur apa yang dekat telekung saya ni. yes brothers and sisters, tahik burung -__-'
4. masa dekat MasjidilHaram, toilet perempuan is very the jauh kat luar dan kalau stuck lepas solat, imagine you have to cross the sea of muslims (alhamdulillah ramai orang muslim). ada doa okey utk tahan segala nature2 calling hihi. cute.
5. masa nak kuar toilet, ada la pak guard ni. jauh daripada saya dan saya siap fikir lagi tak mungkin la kot pakcik ni boleh tersentuh ke apa sebab jauh ya amat. sekali tu ramai sangat la perempuan nak kuar tandas berhimpit2 kan, sekali tersampai depan pakcik tu siap cakap dalam hati, haa tak kena tak kena *pom pom*
sekali dah ada belakang dia, dia pi kuakkan tangan dia sebesar mungkin dan panggggg.
yes brothers and sisters, tertampar dekat muka i tangan dia -__-'
6. bila tawaf sorang2 tertinggal semua orang and found my abah tawafing then we tawaf-ed togede2 hand in hand. aauwwh loves!
7. bila saie sorang2 tertinggal semua orang and by the end of saei i waited everyone at the end of Marwah. when i saw my parents from jauh, my heart bloomed to its biggest shape. aawwhhh loves!
8. post umrah trip, i went to kelas bahasa arab. tapi all goes down in the drain now. i only remember what is souq qulail = pasar malam -__-'
9. okay the next time i am there, insyaAllah amin ya rabb, saya nak pergi belajar ngaji dengan ustazah yang mengajar dalam masjid haram. dan mahu dengar ceramah petang2 dalam masjidilharam. oh yes, tak lupa juga di tanah haram di madinah. oh rindunya cebisan syurga di sana *lap lap*
6. bila tawaf sorang2 tertinggal semua orang and found my abah tawafing then we tawaf-ed togede2 hand in hand. aauwwh loves!
7. bila saie sorang2 tertinggal semua orang and by the end of saei i waited everyone at the end of Marwah. when i saw my parents from jauh, my heart bloomed to its biggest shape. aawwhhh loves!
8. post umrah trip, i went to kelas bahasa arab. tapi all goes down in the drain now. i only remember what is souq qulail = pasar malam -__-'
9. okay the next time i am there, insyaAllah amin ya rabb, saya nak pergi belajar ngaji dengan ustazah yang mengajar dalam masjid haram. dan mahu dengar ceramah petang2 dalam masjidilharam. oh yes, tak lupa juga di tanah haram di madinah. oh rindunya cebisan syurga di sana *lap lap*
10. for now, i'll just simpan dalam hati perasaan ini dan nangis dalam kereta okthanxbye.
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